Outside

Feel like writing. But the words wont flow.
Had a miserable interview @ TAPMI, and down went my dreams of getting into the hallowed portals of a decent B-School this year.
Perhaps i don't have a right to crib, cos' i never really gave my best shot.

Gotta take a few important decisions.
Life's changed. Well life is supposed to be full of change.

I know i'll be big.
I'll remember Mrs. Anuradha Rajan for ever. She said [in the interview], that I was not ready or meant to be doing an MBA!

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

- Robert Frost

Here are the lyrics of one of my favourite songs, one of the few songs which never fails to cheer me up:


OUTSIDE - Staind

And you
Bring me to my knees
Again
All the times
That I could beg you please
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
But I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I felt like this won't end
Was for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It's from you
All the times
That I've tried
My intentions
Full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in....

All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be OK